I hear you.
A few years ago when I was involved in toastmasters we had a session when we had to speak into a microphone. I really hated it because my voice sounded weird and unnatural and dare I say it not even human like. I seriously wonder how I could have passed so many years of my life without people telling me this.
Here’s another’s thing. You no longer have to worry about not being photogenic. That prize has already been won by me…I am the most unphotogenic in the world, not you.
So there you go, make you videos and rest assure yourself that everyone feels similar to what you do. I’m sure you’re not as bad as what you think you are.