Is this how you really feel?

I don’t think it’s uncommon, I think along the same lines. In my opinion life is really tough, and one needs to have strength to survive in it. I want to become a published author…I might well go to my grave with this goal unfulfilled, even if I do stay focused.

If that happens, I do not want to come back and give it another shot – my attitude is, I tried but failed. To some this may sound pessimistic, but there is no way I am coming back. I am hoping life after death will bring joys that this current one does not.

My creativity is not for nothing, it will continue on in some form in another realm.

Writer searching for my big break