It is not life that is beating me down, it is other people.

How do I block them? How do I not let them rule me?

My problem is I feel guilt for standing up for myself. It causes friction when I do. It is almost easier to go along with others.

And here is a victims statement if I ever wrote one…

I will sacrifice myself so as not to upset the presious egos of others.

I am so glad I wrote that, it made me realise what pathetic and self pitying mood I am in.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a brighter day…

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