It is not life that is beating me down, it is other people.
How do I block them? How do I not let them rule me?
My problem is I feel guilt for standing up for myself. It causes friction when I do. It is almost easier to go along with others.
And here is a victims statement if I ever wrote one…
I will sacrifice myself so as not to upset the presious egos of others.
I am so glad I wrote that, it made me realise what pathetic and self pitying mood I am in.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a brighter day…