The hard part about the moment one decides to make change is the aftermath.

If I left my job – I would need to have another lined up. If I decided to move – I would need to organise where I was going to move to and how I was going to support myself.

And then the planning would start, and a couple of months later I’d most likely be in exactly the same place – trying to make things happen…eventually.

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