What you have just described is my worst nightmare. I can’t stand wasting time or not achieving my daily jobs. Life is about having purpose. At the moment I do feel motivated, mainly because I am out of the house and in the workforce. Having that busy mindset helps me to stay active. One day though when I retire, I won’t have work to fall back on and that’s when I’ll have to step up and find ways to busy myself…to stay on task.